Tuesday, November 16, 2010

my introduction

Hi,

          My name is Destini and I am an army wife and a mom of four kids. My husband is currently overseas agian and i am home with our 4 kids all under 9. The last few years as we have had more children the deployments get harder, the quite at night, which should be a blessing is instead almost dreaded. I miss the couch cuddling, the watching movies with him. laying my head on his chest while he watches basketball. It never gets easier no many how many times he is gone, and with the more kids comes more juggling for mommy and less me time. But it does get done for the most part. there are days i want nothing more than a break someone to take over and send me to bed. other days i feel so bad for feeling down and he is serving our country missing his kids. i have to remember on the days im going most crazy because the kids are fighting and not listening that he would give almost anything to be back here listening to it all.